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Friday, May 14, 2010, 11:32 PM
13th May 2010
damn, i really really, want to give up on life. i cant take life anymore too, it ain't worth crying for. aint worth trying too as failure every try. aint worth giving up. life moves on, till the end. crash and burn down the streets. rolling down hill, failure. nur azyan got tired of life, too tired of life. totally, useless. aint worth everything. im useless. crash&burn forever. cant take all this crying, and everthing else too. nur azyan azman, total crash and burn. aint gonna wake up. friends turning to enemies. rollercoaster, ups and downs. i cant achieve anything in life, MAYBE. crying wont help anything, totally. i want, really want, to change. still no use trying. stupid life. everthing else changed. goodbye. and i agree with whatever people say about me. rotten. - nur azyan. and im twelve, effin' life.
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well, i cried. in school just now. BADLY, just because of this. and maybe, results. but not so, just life. i talked to mr david. gave him the paper that i wrote that thing above and he told me something. he's gonna give me another change. his gonna not gonna believe me 10 times, but 11 times. i really appreciate what he had done for me. like really. well, he's not gonna give up on me. thats what he told me. but, he's MAYBE, gonna let me go. like, lesser scoldings and stuffs. he say to me, i can do whatever i want. still, im like this. he say, there is still time for you to change, before PSLE. results and all that stuffs. math, was eff. got 25/100. i guess, thats what he told me. he say, its only SA1. just get ready for prelims&PSLE. i really want to prove to him, that i cant do it. seriously. well, i cried BADLY, TERRIBLY! , infront of EVERYONE in 6/5. even Mr David. he say that i made up this problem, so, i can solve it. i want to decrease my lepak timing with helmi alls. and everything. focus on study. i need to change. haiish. well, i got to go. anw, I SPRAINED MY ANKLE. i hate KHAIRIL HAZIQ, he coward. dare to hit girl effin' hard. not boys. his scared of azry-.- , east spring sec. pendek. fighter mah. haha, he scared. EFF you la sial!, plus, i want to decrease my sayings of vulgarities and more. okay? help me out, if you can. thanks. just now, Science SA1. okay2 uhh. normal, okay. thats all . bye everyone . 6/5-ians , GOODLUCK for your results :D
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